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by zhuk
18 Apr 2007
Forum: For BKs - to discuss BK experiences
Topic: [BKs only] What do you have to hide ?
Replies: 12
Views: 18244

yudhishtira wrote:But I feel it's important for those who identify with being BKs to be heard and seen here.
If I may be so presumptuous, I think everyone here is very glad that you do, yudhishtira :D.
by zhuk
17 Apr 2007
Forum: Ex-BK
Topic: The Psychology of Gyan
Replies: 9
Views: 5777

However, if you have ever attended or taught the Positive Thinking course you will know that much of that stuff is left out and the knowledge condenses into what could be said was a psychological therapy course. I liked the Positive Thinking course. It wasn't so 'Indian' and 'Obscure' as the offici...
by zhuk
17 Apr 2007
Forum: For Ex-BKs & Common Room
Topic: Have you been to Madhuban and met Bap-Dada ?
Replies: 26
Views: 16525

^^Pretty much a definition of Zen, john! :) :wink:
by zhuk
17 Apr 2007
Forum: All & Everything
Topic: Dreams narrated, dreams explored
Replies: 20
Views: 12826

So, after a few minutes I woke and stood up to get ready for class, when I noticed things were not quite right around me. In particular, a part of the window sill was moving and drawing my attention intently. This strangeness pulled my attention until I felt almost sucked into it, then with a jolt ...
by zhuk
17 Apr 2007
Forum: For Ex-BKs & Common Room
Topic: Have you been to Madhuban and met Bap-Dada ?
Replies: 26
Views: 16525

My second meeting was a lot less glorious. Maybe it had something to do with being shacked up with some real loonies in my dorm, and how one of them would jump out of bed at 3am every morning and have flashbacks of Vietnam or something with a whole flurry of dropping to the floor on his stomach and...
by zhuk
17 Apr 2007
Forum: For Ex-BKs & Common Room
Topic: Have you been to Madhuban and met Bap-Dada ?
Replies: 26
Views: 16525

In Philosophy 101, back in community college, the teacher told us about how our perception of reality will always be colored by the lenses we see it through. For example if you look at the sky through a red lense you will believe the sky is red, a green lense and the sky is green. Neither of which ...
by zhuk
16 Apr 2007
Forum: Ex-BK
Topic: World population continues to grow ... BKWSU is aghast
Replies: 65
Views: 46302

Very interesting post, thanks Paul :) One of the ways that I choose to be with G is when I manage to go deep inside and sit in stillness and then I 'feel' the connection being made. It feeds me what I need in order to always move forward. I know that this this method is taught by the BKs' but it wor...
by zhuk
15 Apr 2007
Forum: Ex-BK
Topic: World population continues to grow ... BKWSU is aghast
Replies: 65
Views: 46302

Yes, its always after we die in religions that we get our reward. What a gip! I don't meditate at all now, I really appreciated your intoxication thread. I think its just a legal drug. Nothing wrong with that I suppose, but its not God is it? Alas no ... but self-brainwashing is like that, huh! :ro...
by zhuk
15 Apr 2007
Forum: Ex-BK
Topic: World population continues to grow ... BKWSU is aghast
Replies: 65
Views: 46302

Ahhh :) a man after my own heart Mr G! Luckily, a shred of my innate scepticism remained and so I was never wholly 'captured' by the BKs...never got to the stage of believing in "Baba" when I was uh, 'asked to leave' lol. If I can truely say I have experienced any type of deity then I will...
by zhuk
12 Apr 2007
Forum: Ex-BK Latino
Topic: Miriam Subirana - Liona de Espana (Lioness of Spain)
Replies: 18
Views: 20240

I think they don't say so directly. That is the vibe that I think many of us got (and continue to get.) No need to SAY anything :mrgreen: ... insinuation is all that's needed ... as fear of losing your 'status' (and hence the senior's praise/affirmation of your rapidly rising spiritual prominence w...
by zhuk
10 Apr 2007
Forum: Ex-BK Latino
Topic: Miriam Subirana - Liona de Espana (Lioness of Spain)
Replies: 18
Views: 20240

Here we see a disjunction between the qualities and possibilities of an individual that a therapist might help to draw out, compared with the evaluation of a BK recruiter. The recruiter will tend to neglect the value of an individual unless he or she is able to convert others or to do practical wor...
by zhuk
10 Apr 2007
Forum: Abuse & Recovery
Topic: Post-cult therapy
Replies: 31
Views: 30792

^^I have, and it is indeed relaxing ... but has been deemed illegal now in Australia because some idiotic Norwegian who already had cirrhosis took an overdose of it and died of liver failure :roll:. Probably still available in the UK & US though. Unfortunately I seem to be allergic to valerian ....
by zhuk
28 Mar 2007
Forum: Ex-BK
Topic: The sickness that is "intoxication"
Replies: 17
Views: 12456

The sickness that is "intoxication"

Something I've been reading from a book 'Hardcore Zen' by Brad Warner 'If you do meditation long enough, this kind of thing can happen. Its a kind of sickness. Any kind of enlightenment that requires some mystical state is worse than useless. It just reinforces the belief that your "self" ...
by zhuk
25 Mar 2007
Forum: Ex-BK
Topic: Now "JUST A MINUTE" there.
Replies: 53
Views: 41076

Just imagine ... really famous people, utterly vulnerable and at a crisis point in their life ... what a better time to jump on them and turn them into Micropones! We can have Kate Moss, Mel Gibson, Anna Nicole Smith ... (OK, forget that last one, we can channel Anna Nicole Smith) ... I think it is...
by zhuk
25 Mar 2007
Forum: For Ex-BKs & Common Room
Topic: Why did you join the BKWSU?
Replies: 18
Views: 12000

I joined kinda by mistake lol Through misinformation by the medical profession who thought that I had a mental rather than a physical problem. But I was never looking for anything "spiritual" or "esoteric" in the slightest. Just pain relief :P. Which - thankfully! - made it fairl...